Friday, November 6, 2015

THE HISTORY OF HISTORY

IT HAS BEEN SAID THE BEST PLACE TO START IS THE BEGINNING 

BEING A FAVORED, OPEN MINDED, CURIOUS, SELF PROCLAIMED MISSOURIAN, EARTHLY DOUBTING 

THOMAS, INTUITIVE,  "TRUE PLANETARIAN",  PROPHET,  SON OF THE TRUE AND ONLY GOD OF 


EVERYTHING, AND BI-EXISTING ENTITY OF THE CARNAL AND SPIRITUAL. I AM COMPELLED TO BEGIN AT 


MY BEGINNING. I WAS NOT THERE FOR ANY BEGINNING BESIDES MY OWN...I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED 


THAT HISTORY WAS ALL LIES... MY EARLIEST MEMORY OF BEING AWARE OF BEING ON THE PLANET WAS 


WHEN MY FATHER ARRIVED HOME FROM KOREA...I HAVE NOT DONE ANY RESEARCH ON THE TIME LINE 


BECAUSE I DO NOT CARE...IT IS HISTORY...I REMEMBER I WAS IN MY CRIB. IT WAS STATIONED SO I COULD 


LOOK DOWN THE HALLWAY FROM THE RIGHT END...I DO NOT KNOW IF I COULD WALK... 


I COULD STAND AND HOLD ON TO MY CRIB WITH MY LINUS BLUE BLANKET...I HEARD A NOISE THAT 


WOKE ME UP...I LOOKED DOWN THE HALL AND SAW MY FATHER GOING FROM THE BATHROOM ACROSS 


THE HALL TO HIS BEDROOM...HE WAS COMPLETELY NAKED...WE STARED AT EACH OTHER FOR WHAT 


SEEMED TO ME LIKE FOREVER...IN ASLOW MOTION HAZE, HE CAME DOWN THE HALL AND PROCEEDED 


TO GIVE ME A SPANKING...HE LEFT AND I WAS ALONE TO WONDER WHAT HAD JUST HAPPENED...IT HAD 


BEEN TWO YEARS SINCE I HAD SEEN HIM...THAT IS THE BEGINNING FOR ME...I DO NOT REMEMBER 


CRYING...I WAS BEWILDERED AND CURIOUS...NEITHER HAPPY NOR SAD...SO BEGAN MY JOURNEY 


AMONG THE LIARS, CHEATERS, AND THIEVES THE EARTH, AND THE ...ME NEXT ENCOUNTER WAS 


GETTING IN THE TUB AFTER A BREAKFAST OF CORN FLAKES WITH ME FAMILY... THERE WAS A LITTLE 


TOY SUBMARINE SURPRISE IN THE BOX...I THINK IT RAN ON BAKING SODA...WE ALL WENT INTO THE 


BATHROOM AND DAD MADE IT WORK...IT WOULD GO DOWN AND COME BACK UP...THAT WAS THE 


BEGINNING OF MY QUEST TO REALIZE UNDERWATER CITIES, AS WAS THE EMERGENCE OF "THE 


UNDERCOVER DEMON"...I BELIEVE THE SEED OF ACCEPTANCE WAS STARTING TO GROW IN THE  


PERSONALITY OF MY SPIRIT...I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN JESUS WAS IN MY LIFE ANF PROTECTING ME...WE 


ARE STILL THE BEST BROTHERS I KNOW...FOR 63 YEARS JESUS HAS ALWAYS HAD MY BACK...I HAVE


LEARNED OVER THE YEARS TO LET MY SPIRIT SET MY PATH AND ALLOW JESUS TO RUN THE SHOW... I 


DO NOT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING EXCEPT BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT WAS, IS, AND WILL BE, IS 


PLANNED BY MY TRUE FATHER GOD...HE IS CALLED BY MANY NAMES...WHEN ASKED HIS NAME, HIS 


ANSWER WAS "I AM"...THAT TO ME SAYS NAMES ARE FOR IDENTITY AND MAKE IT POSSIBLE TO KEEP 


A WRITTEN ACCOUNT OF WHO WAS WHEN, WHEN, AND HOW THEY WERE DOING...THEIR STORY IF YOU 

WILL...THAT IS MY STORY FOR NOW...LATER IT WILL HAVE BEEN ADDED TO...ENJOY YOUR LIFE...


ALWAYS REMEMBER; GOD LOVES YOU AND I DO TOO... -D-







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