HOW BAD CAN IT HURT...

I HOPE TO GET BACK TO THIS SOON...RIGHT NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS I KNOW A SMALL FRACTION OF HOW WE BREAK JESUS' HEART EVERY DAY AND HE ALLOWS US TO DO IT, BECAUSE HE LOVES US THAT MUCH...OUR FATHER IS NOT PLEASED...JESUS HAS HOPE FOR US THAT OUR FATHER DOES NOT SHARE...WE ARE TRYING TO KILL OUR MOTHER EARTH AND EACH OTHER, WHICH IS NOT WHAT JESUS SHOWD US WITH HIS LIFE...THERE WILL STILL BE FULL ROOMS IN HEAVEN WHEN THE THE TIME COMES...I HIGHLY RECOMMEND YOU MAKE YOUR RESERVATION NOW HOWEVER...I REMEMBER SO CLEARLY THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE TOLD MY DAUGHTER SHE COUDN'T AND WOULD NEVER FLY...WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AND JOY WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN AND IN ONE SENTENCE CHRYSTAL KNEW ABOUT DOUBT...WE WILL NEVER KNOW IF SHE WOULD HAVE GROW WINGGS OR WHATEVER...MY BIBLE SAYS WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE...JESUS ALSO TOLD US WITH THE FAITH OF A MUSTARD SEED WE COULD MOVE MOUNTAINS...PETER WALKED ON WATER...MOSES PARTED THE RED SEA...JESUS CANNOT MAKE YOU BELIEVE...I BELIEVE AND HAVE PERSONALLY WITNESSED THINGS THAT HAVE MADE IT SO I NO LONGER KNOW HOW NOT TO BELIEVE...JESUS IS A LIVING LOVING GOD...ARE YOU A CHILD OF GOD OR JUST TRYING TO BELIEVE...THERE IS A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF PAIN BEING ONE OF GODS KIDS...FOR ME THE WORST IS KNOWING JESUS AND, LIKE HIM, HAVING TO TO JUST ALLOW THINGS TOHAPPEN THAT BREAK MY HEART...IT IS LIKE LOOKING IN A MIRROR...I CAN SEE ALL THE THINGS I DID THAT JESUS ALLOWED SO I COULD LEARN AND UNDERSTAND WHY IT IS THE WILL AND PLAN OF GOD...HURTS THOUGH...